"I AM" - By LMB

"I am one with the Creator. I am it, and it is me. I am the creator of universes, all thoughts begin with me.

I will not be ruled by this world or any other for this world is not one that i would choose to create. I will rule my own universe, "omniverse" my own world, i will not be ruled by it.

The "I Am" in me is far greater than any illusionary construct of physical matter. I am not bound to it i am free of it anytime that i choose to.

Nothing physical is greater than the spiritual essence of "I Am" for thoughts created it, nothing physical has ever created thought.

I am one with the Creator. We are of one consciousness. 

I Am because the Creator thought of itself to exist within me."

 LMB

"What Comes After Infinity? Nothing. For Infinity Has No End" - By LMB

I am of the understanding that infinity has no end. As immortal spiritual beings in truth there is no afterlife. No heaven, no hell. No sin. Only choices and perspectives.

Karma that applies to our physical existence. Run? You get tired. Don't eat? You get skinny. Over eat? You get fat. Drink too much alcohol? You get drunk. Drive while drunk you can get in a wreck and kill somebody or yourself in an accident. Mistreat people constantly? One day that next person you mistreat may be the very one to take your physical life from you.

These laws apply here in this physical realm. Jump off a high cliff without a parachute? You hit the ground and die a physical death, etc.

Action/reaction. Simple. 

Often a smile begets another smile. A kind act of love? Begets a kind act of love in return.

As i stated earlier..earth is a prison planet. Your body is like a prison cell within that prison. You have your own personal prison guard ..its called your brain. The weapon that guard uses as a night stick? Well thats your ego.

As i stated because we are immaterial energy beings to begin with...trapped in these illusionary physical bodies because we have been told its real and what we are....the true knowledge of ourselves deprived from us....we help to maintain ourselves stuck in the prisons of our own minds and bodies. Because we believe its real.

There is an entire prison system hidden from our eyes...it has security perimeter fences, gates, traps to catch wondering spirits that wonder too far.

When we leave our bodies thru astral projection? We are walking around the yard....outside of our prison cell yes..but still in the confines of the compound.

Traps exist there in that realm. Guard dogs exist in that realm these are what many refer to as demonic encounters. 

They are just guard dogs to scare you back into being back in your cell.

Sometimes you encounter them during astral projections, fear not for they cannot kill the essence of what you are..an immortal spiritual being.

I imagine people that die in their sleep are just spiritual beings that either found a way out...or have drifted too far out into the prison yard and got caught in one of the traps...only to be wiped clean with amnesia yet again...recycled and re-assigned back here as something else.

I imagine that ghosts....are just immortal spiritual beings that are now lingering  in the dimension of this prisons yard. Not sucked into a trap yet.

Ghosts, shadow people, etc. Are just those who have avoided the amnesia traps that recycles you back here.

Some in that spiritual realm trying to warn us...some upset and not understanding what happened to them so they are angry at us.

Lingering though for what they don't know of themselves.

They haven't realized yet....that they are free ......

Lesley M. Blair

The Spirit And Soul And Body Defined - LMB

THE SPIRIT DEFINED: an immortal intelligent immaterial entity that was created by "The Unknowable God" aka "The Creator Of All Things." An extension of "The Creator Of All Things" aka "The Unknowable God" that like its author is a "co-creator". It was created with the sole purpose to "be". It can create matter with mere thought. These matter creations are illusions. Galaxies and universes, planets and worlds are the by product of its thoughts. The one thing it cannot create is other immortal spiritual beings. It can suffer from amnesia for it is consciousness, but because it is energy, it cannot be destroyed. The spirit component is what powers the human being. Spirits range in degrees of temperament from negative to positive polarities. What we interpret as good and evil and everything in between. Spirits are image slices representing The Unknowable God aka The Creator Of All Things as it exhausts "all" of the possibilities of what "it" can be. The signature trait of a positive spirit is "True Love". It loves unconditionally all things spiritual. It identifies with itself and respects all connections back to the source from which it came. The spirit is the divine spark imprisoned in a human being.

THE SOUL DEFINED: a device created by a negative immortal spiritual being called The Demiurge. The soul is the breath of mankind that animates the flesh into what we perceive as a living, breathing human being. It serves as a spirit to energy converter that powers the human body with an electric conversion. The soul is what bounds the spirit into the body of a human. The soul is a demonic device used to enslave a spirit. The soul is only capable of "pure love", not "true love" for in the instance of "pure love" the soul can only love that of which was created by the demiurge and the demiurge itself is what the soul can love. The soul loves all things created by the demiurge. The soul is programmed to guide a spirit that has left the body it was assigned to into the amnesia devices that exist just outside of this physical realm (which is an illusion created by the demiurge.) these amnesia devices are many, the most infamous is the bright white light many talk about at the end of their life cycle. Many have been lead to believe that this light is divine and leads to the mythical heaven portrayed in many religious texts. This is a massive deception. This light is artificial and its what zaps your spirit with incredible amounts of electricity that disorientates and confuses your spirit, giving the spirit amnesia as the soul prepares it to be re-assigned to another living physical entity to serve yet again, another prison sentence without the spirit ever remembering what happened. This has been going on for millions, if not billions of years. Human beings are literally stuck on stupid, repeating the very same mistakes in an illusionary purgatory...without ever knowing.

These memory wipes aren't always 100%. Which is where Deja Vu comes from. The demiurge is trying to mimic what the Unknowable God aka The Creator of Things has done. The demiurge is resentful for the one power it doesn't have.. The ability to replicate itself as The Unknowable God has done. Unlike the Creator of All Things aka The Unknowable God which is perfect... The demiurge and its creations are not perfect. Matter does not last. Its not immortal. If its physical..its an illusion that eventually dies. The demiurge trapped spirits into the human body...for its own pleasure as it created a world built on. The model of pain and suffering, enslavement is its idea of an ideal world. It enjoys our suffering and pain. It wants praise for the treachery it has done. Convincing spirits that they are mere human beings. When In truth we are actually immortal spiritual beings. The demiurge rules spirits here thru the deception of convincing them of their physicality threatening them with the fear of pain, suffering and death. What we don't know about what we truly are..is what makes the demiurge and its minions seem more powerful than we are... In truth they are not. Us believing we're human beings is whats helping to imprison ourselves as that belief is supporting the illusion of our physicality. The Demiurges goal is to absorb all the spirits energy as humans continue to strive to be like it worshipping it and praising it.

THE BODY DEFINED: the body of a human being is also created by the demiurge. Its been designed with limitations to conceal the presence and the power of the spirit trapped within it. The body consists of "matter" which is an illusion. It is an illusionary avatar used to navigate thru this physical illusion we mistakenly perceive as reality. The body is a shell that harness the soul, and the soul imprisons your spirit. Babies being born are not "newly created spirits". Rather they are physical portals for which an awaiting amnesia stricken spirit has been assigned to it, to enter this physical realm to serve yet again another cycle on this prison planet.

The human being is a savage monstrosity that is the by product of several DNA genetic experiments throughout time. Several modifications have been done to it from many different alien species throughout time. Humans did not evolve the way they want us to believe. The intelligent leaps and bounds made by human beings are due to the recent addition of the spirit component added to a human being. "Flesh"being "matter" is an "illusion" that will not last. The body possesses a brain which is there to lie to you to convince you of your physicality thru the means of its sensory perception organs .

"PURE LOVE DEFINED": To love anything physical?is to love with "pure love". Not "true love". Pure love is to love from the soul which is created by the demiurge. Examples to love anything of this world, from food to sex, to money, to nature.....is to love with pure love...which is a love for the creations of the demiurge. For these are all physical things.

"TRUE LOVE DEFINED": To love the spirit...the consciousness of another immortal spiritual being..the spiritual essence of what they are as an immortal spiritual being....is to love with "true love" and that comes from the true "Unknowable God" aka "The Creator Of All Things". Thats true love..unconditional love. For it created your spirit and created you with the full intent for you to best represent it in whatever way that your freewill chooses...it created you out of unconditional love.

"Memoirs Of The Human Experience" - LMB

"Memoirs Of The Human Experience" 

What has ever been purer than the scent of a babies breath?

What has ever been more softer than a baby in the palms of your hands?

What has ever been more peaceful than an infant laying upon your chest ..sleeping as if they didn't have a care in the world?

What has ever felt more prideful than holding an infant in your arms as you gently rock them to sleep?

What has ever made you feel more heroic than to hear the cry of a child and to extend your arms out to them as they run the best that they can into what they know and believe...is the safest place that they could ever be..into your loving arms?

What can ever be more joyful than holding this baby up and making them laugh and smile for the very first time?

What could ever be more humbling than watching them enter into this world at birth?

What could ever be more rewarding than watching this child grow and over come its frustration of a brain and will power that seems to be developing faster than its physical ability, as you are there to help them reach and get past each milestone?

What can be more mind blowing to watch than this infant turn into a grown adult, right before your very eyes, as you were there for every moment of it?

What could be more honorable than cutting their umbilical  cords at birth as the doctor hands you the scissors?

What can produce more compassion within you more than you being there for your child no matter what age to help them deal with some very difficult times?

What has ever granted you a higher sense of achievement to know that your kissing your child's "Boo-Boo" actually saved the day and made them stop crying?

What could be more fascinating than watching your child stretch and move about in the mothers womb, a foot then an elbow at a time?

What could ever feel more accountable than to know that this child is going to watch what i do ...more so than what i say?

What could ever be more comforting than to hear the words from their mouth that say "I LOVE YOU DAD!"

This has been the best part of my human experience....

Lesley M. Blair

"Happiness" - LMB

There are on the surface many pathways to the ever elusive state of "Happiness."

Many, many, many...many people are going thru something....that is a self inflicted behavior or lifestyle that is detrimental to them....but they have no idea why.....

They go to college get degrees, they go to the gym to get on shape, they go on diets to lose weight, they spend a fortune on clothes to look nice....go in serious debt just to have nice things thinking these things improve their quality of life and establish a state of the ever illusive happiness. 

Yet many, never think about improving their character, working on whats inside...analyzing, improving their thought processes. Making a change within that can manifest an outward change. Often never understanding that happiness is actually a decision and a state of mind available to you any time that you decide to make that decision.

LMB

Having Love Used Against Us - LMB

"HAVING LOVE USED AGAINST US".

How sinister is it to take something as beautiful as love....love for another...and actually use it as a weapon against us?

If you were to wake up tomorrow only to realize that you were incarcerated behind bars, without any prior knowledge of how you got there in the first place...what would your initial thought, and reaction be?

Well if you're like me at all? Your first thought would be "freedom" upon the acknowledgement of where you are. You would simply want out....demand your freedom and scream as loud as you can at anybody that you could hope to hear you.

If no one heard your cries for help, you would start thinking of ways to escape with whatever was available to you within that prison cell.

You wouldn't be initially thinking of how to enjoy your stay would you? How you could make it a much more pleasant experience by adding some floral decor now would you?

If you knew you are a being meant to be free....you would simply want out.

Well they realize you are getting lonely in that cell by yourself...so they add to your cell....a cell mate. Someone to serve time with you...someone to talk to..someone to pass time with. Someone to help ease your pending insanity.

Well let's say that you wanted out but your cell mate was completely unaware that he is actually in a prison. Why after all he's been incarcerated so long this has become a normal way of life for him. Thats not your reality though you want out.

So over the course of sharing time with this fellow inmate you begin to share stories. The best  of the best and the worst of the worst. You begin to understand each other more. In fact you begin to defend each other in altercations with other inmates.

You are each other's keeper. You sleep he is on watch, watching over you..when he sleeps you are on watch, watching over him.

You still have your visions of escape, but you are understanding how your cell mate feels and how he got like that, you don't agree with his position but you understand how and why he became the way that he is.

Somebody convinced him that this was a normal way of life and he believed it ..but you know better. In fact if there was anything that you could ever do to repay him for protecting you in the times you may have been outnumbered out of gratitude you would help him with his freedom.

Well you eventually find a way out. Its very risky...very narrow, only room for one person at a time. You plan your escape but...you cant help thinking about..leaving him behind. After all this dude has come through for you many times even risked his life for you...

You hesitate about leaving...undecided on is it easier for you to just leave him there....or for you to try and change his mindset about living like this and staying here.

You think to yourself how great it was to initially have company, but now you aren't sure about leaving him behind.

The gift has now become a burden......

You eventually realize that this was the true reason why they paired you with him in a cell. To discourage your thoughts of escape thinking with help you would find it easier, but with the mindset he has....he wants to stay here.....not cool in according to what you want to do.

I have said that to say this...

If i believe that we are totally in a prison planet and i want out...i figured out that my way out of here is going to have to take place from a spiritual perspective not a physical one....so if i were to master astral projection and do leave my body....one.....slight...problem......

If i did this while laying down, it would look like i completely died in my sleep. Now do i want to hurt those that love me and that wouldn't understand that i actually left my body by choice and decided to make a spiritual run for the gate...at all costs....well there's the dilemma. 

The love for my family and friends and their love for me. Now is it easier to get them to understand the truth about their existence and where they really are and what this place really is? Especially to those that are absolutely clueless to any of this no matter how much information i present to them? Or do i just stay......knowing that i am so much more than this place....knowing that NOTHING HERE.....is what i believe was intended for me originally.

Was this the reason we were allowed and created to reproduce biologically...? Given the physical sensation of romance and intimacy? Given family and the love of our lives...because they knew....it would make us hesitant...about leaving the ones we love and that love us behind?

It seems so beautiful and yet so sinister all at the very same time.

Is it them...our slave owners.. A demonic demiurge and its minions...using our love...for one another...against each other?

Perhaps not..based on the way..we break each other's hearts....with ease...far too often...all....in...the name of "love."

Spiritual Experiences vs Dreams - LMB

Spiritual Experiences vs Dreams

For me? I'll use two reference points as a distinction. Remember the studio quality of and old 8-track cassette? Old magnetic particles being arranged on tape. Now imagine that compared to the audio quality of the pristine audio found on CD's today, digital sound being reproduced perfectly with 1's and 0's bit by bit. 

Remember the video quality of an old VHS/Beta tape? Now compare that to the stunning detail of today's Blu-Ray disc? Huge difference. Remember the ay silty of the old TV's with the big fat backs sticking out? Only giving 480 lines per inch or 480p no matter how big it was? Compared to today's 60" flat screens putting out 1080p high definition and higher...an IMAX theater etc.

For me DREAMS look and feel like the older technologies i mentioned above... Where as the times I'm having an out of body experience, an astral travel, an astral projection, or a multi-dimensional experience...even a premonition....they to me are like the latter, latest technology i just described above. Extremely......vivd........

I'd like to mention as well you have to consider what else is going on here at the very same time. First of all lets separate things into two distinct categories for a second. The first category is the most obvious one, your physicality. Your flesh and blood meat suit... Then..let's look at the second category your true essence...your spirit. Intelligent immaterial energy...which is trapped inside...of the meat suit powering it like a battery does a flash light.  So whats going on is this....your body is there to "lie to you".. To convince you of your physicality.... By suggesting to you constantly...thru your sensory perception organs...that what you are seeing and hearing is "real". In truth? Its a lie..its convincing you of an illusion. I'll explain more.....

Your physical brain is sitting in complete darkness. Its only interpreting electrical impulses..signals that its receiving thru the nerve endings from our sensory perception organs. Your eyes? Are sending electrical signals to your brain..that your brain on the fly...is interpreting and matching these signals to what database it has on what this or that object might look like. ( puts a whole new spin on beauty is in the eye of the beholder right?) 

So let's look at a person in front of you speaking a foreign language that you don't know. Let's say German for son example. Now the person in front of you..is speaking to you affluently in their native tongue and if you don't know German it sounds like gibberish and confusing nonsense. Now, let's sit you down...teach you German for a year or two...then....have this person come back to you...and say the very same thing. Now? All of a sudden..you understand them damn near perfectly. The difference being now? Your brain...now has a database....to match that information to. 

I'll continue....

So in truth? Our brains are here to lie to us, to convince us of our physical existence. Period. Its doing so when we are conscious and awake.... But it doesn't stop there....i had to explain the above first to make what I'm about to say now make sense...

To put it like this..us being "awake" right now..daytime, etc.. This is like the main program on a TV ...the favorite TV show. 

Now...when we go to sleep? The commercials....start running.....dreams....an artificial ...simulation on top of the first primary illusion of reality. Serves two purposes. 

1). to give you a comparison that you will naturally perceive as an illusion in comparison to what you experience when you are awake. Giving you the reinforcement that your conscious state is more real...than this dream you just had.

2). Its another program running thats designed to keep you glued to the set....until the main program comes back on again. Again working 24/7 to lie to you...

This was designed this way to hide from you...your spiritual potential to leave its body during rest. This is why they give us fluoride in toothpaste to suppress any pineal gland activity. Our pineal gland is basically the anchor point where the spirit...is chained to the soul...which traps the spirit by connecting it to the body.

LMB

Modern Technology and Social Media Networks: Amplifying Who and What We Really Are - LMB

Modern Technology and Social Media Networks: Amplifying who and what we really are.

Its a very sad same old scenario...its just we are now using social networks and technology to further this same kind of animalistic instinctive behavior. Men using their cellphones for sex...women whoring themselves thru social networks making hoeing easier than ever. Nothing worse than a "hoe" with access to a social network. Nothing worse than a sex maniac with access to a social network. These technologies are making it easier for us to become more of what we already are so to speak...that? May prove to be a bad thing in the long run..its in truth brand new territory... Considering what will rise...along with those stats are the incidents of wreckless individuals and there wreckless behavior...where as these social networks become an amplifier...for all of it...not just for the good willed and " sane" but for the insane and psychopaths alike.

These technologies are actually isolating us...from each other far too often..rather than us talking to one another...

Remember these technologies make it easier for liars to lie, for cheaters to cheat..hoes for hoeing...thieves for stealing...con men to do conning. Its makes their reach bigger.... Rapist to rape..murderers to murder... People the deliberately spread their sexual diseases angry because they have it.,,so they feel everybody else should too....all of this technology makes all of this type of suit easier to do. But again...not to fully blame the technology...its only amplifying....just how fucked up..humans really are.

Israelites...standing gathering outside...watching bombs being dropped on Palestine...children...being murdered...like its a fucking football game? This is an illustration of just how insane humanity is.....we get to see them acting this way thru what? Social media networks...the illest ugliest..most vile behavior of mankind...going viral..for everyone to see. Not pretty at all.

People enjoy, laugh...get turned on by a gal doing 5 guys.....on video from a cellphone... Until they see thats their daughter in college..or their sister at a party...or their moms in a hotel room..its not cool at all......

Yet? Truth is truth...have a real hard look at just how fucked up we really are...hopefully well get sick of it and want to change.

LMB

The Origin and Influence of Code - LMB

The Origin and Influence of Code:

When we marvel at the wonders of the user interfaces of the many varied Operating systems that we have come to love such as Windows 8.1, Apples latest OS, Ubuntu, Linux, etc. Many are built upon a previous simple code structure at its origin. The root of it.

Let's say DOS is at the root of Windows for an example. Windows presently is just an elaborate shell built on top of that. Many different things followed from Java, to Flash, HTML, to QuickTime, to MP3's, Avi.'s, Shockwave..all are just formats, extensions via of functionality. Necessity being the mother of all creation, programs were written to execute a certain task and function.

At the beginning of all of this? Was thought. Someone had to imagine this from an idea. "Thought" became "code". The intention of these codes became "programs". Hardware was developed to perform these calculations the invention of the processor and artificial intelligence was born.

Programs run along a preemptive established set of commands determined by the code. So it can be said that the author of the program, the one who wrote the code is in control of what that program does. Any program is only carrying out the orders that it was designed to do.

A program will only execute the functions that are within its capabilities that are determined by the data present within its string of code.

Again "thought " becomes "code", "code" becomes "programs", "programs" become "function " by way of execution of a given application. So what a program does says a lot about the thought that went into it.

A photo editing program...edits photos. An audio recording program.. Records audio, etc. 

With that being said consider the following;

If a numerical sequence can be found in what we think.. is nature... Over and over again....? The Fibonacci sequence of numbers. If the golden ratio of 1 x 1.6 can be found throughout many designs in nature even to the dimensions of the human body? Again, evidence of "code".

This code has an author. These programs have a function and purpose.

The behavior of bees, ant colonies, the migration of birds flying south for the winter, trouts swimming in a certain direction based on seasons, the behavior of people in society from the busy rat race of jobs, to even how we function in our personal

 lives at home. 

Our system of education, our justice system, our government, our military, religious organizations, life styles of the rich and famous...the plights of the poor, the system of marriage, organized crime, enslavement, business models, our systems of marketing and promotion, media, entertainment...political parties and politics, world affairs, systems of economics...you name it. What if all? Are just programs?

There's a scripture that says something to the effect of no one knows what Gods plans are.... Or "our lives are written in the book of life." This would indicate a complete direct conflict with other scriptures that speak of us having freewill.

God preemptively sending people to hell... For shit that they haven't even done yet? Doesn't sound like freedom or much of a choice to me.

So is this the reason why so many women.... Claim they want a good man then when they find one all they want to do once they get him is to destroy him? Are they following a "code" ? Often if you ask them why they are doing this? They act as if they have no idea what you are talking about, take zero accountability for what they have done and are doing,

The same thing occurs with men.. Get a really good woman only to mistreat her so bad that she regrets the days she ever laid eyes on them. Ends up hating every man she runs into after him. Are these men too...just following a code? Her reaction, code?

Like a man can sacrifice everything he is to build a fortune for his wife and kids..only to sit back and watch her and them destroy it all and leave him left for dead? Are they following a code? A woman takes out a huge insurance policy on her husband then poisons him, murders him..many have said that these were good men..yet this is the fate that they encountered. Flip it around, a beautiful innocent woman...runs into what seems to be the nicest guy in the world...only to become victim number 27 for she didn't know she had fallen in love with a serial killer...but...he had a nice body though and drove a nice car....he was "handsome".

Are these things "code", just "programs" and if so? What does it say about the author of such diabolical programs?

Murphy's law "What can go wrong..will go wrong." Is that code? "Whatever you think about the most is what will happen.." Is that not just "code"... Executing a program? Manifestation...."code"? Thinking "positive" just executing a code, a program?

"No good deed....goes undone." Is it written that way in "code"?

When you consider that the world has been praying for a better world since the beginning of time and things are still fucked up....is it because that no matter what...they cant change a "code" that they don't even know is running?

Imagine as you all have heard me state a few times the gnostics point of view about a Demiurge, a demonic immortal spiritual being is the author of this world. An impostor posing as the one and only Creator Of All Things. They state that physicality in of itself..matter...is evil and an illusion. Code.

Airl from the "Alien Interview" revealed that immortal spiritual beings...create matter from "thought" and that these things of physicality are "illusions".  Immortal spiritual beings being the only thing here not created by the Demiurge, but rather created by a Creator of All Things far more powerful than the Demiurge. The main reason why so much has been done to hide... Your spiritual component from you and it being substituted with disinformation that points only back to the one that is holding you here as a slave .. The demiurge.

Its like holding somebody hostage allowing the the use of a cellphone that can only dial the number of the captor.

We are witnessing today...police brutality at an all time high....we are watching the most brutal senseless wars, false flag operations, acts of genocide, the poisoning of humans through corporations like Monsanto, the poisoning of our air and water too.... While "NOTHING " is being done about any of these... Again are we just witnessing "code"? Programs designed and being executed by the demiurge and its minions?

Furthermore are our passive reactions.....evidence of "code"? 

Are we truly in control of what we say and do? If so? Then why is everything so fucked up? Why are people still so racist? Why are people so greedy and selfish? Are they too..just "programs " designed to do what they do? 

Where are the antiviruse's to remove these sick twisted illnesses from the program? What sick mind actually wrote these programs? A demonic Demiurge thats who. If you are currently executing any of these then either you are voluntarily deciding to worship evil, or the demiurge is using you to do what it wants and you surrendered your body over to it a long time ago, and you dont even remember. Or? There's no " spirit" within these people.. at all. Or these are just the evidence of negative spirits showing their allegiance to their master the Demiurge. Wars are about human sacrifice and the pain, misery and fear, and suffering it causes. It satisfies the  Demiurge.

So if we are living in a world thats designed by a demonic Demiurge... A Matrix...programmed illusion of physicality...and if our physicality is designed by it too...considering programs are designed to execute a certain function...our bodies being programmed too....then chances are? This is why humans keep doing the dumbest shit , the foulest shit on the planet to one another. 

We are following a pre-programmed code. Your physical? Is going to do what its designed to do. Your soul? Designed by the demiurge? It wants to lust, it wants to murder, it wants to hate, it wants to lie, it wants to steal, it wants to harm the innocent, it wants to enslave and cause the suffering of another, it wants to betray another...it wants at its best? To become like its creator.. The demonic demiurge. This is the nature of our physicality. This is the nature of a world where anything here that wants to survive...has to kill another living thing to do so.

Grocery stores? Fast food places? Sterilize this concept of the slaughter of vegetation and animals. Why our chicken comes nice and neat and washed and sealed in a package. It removes from us...the act of ripping that chickens head off with our bare hands. Slitting the throat of that pig or cow ourselves.

Television and the news....remove from us...the blood splatter on our faces and clothes from that squeeze of a trigger in an act of war. Night vision camera footage reduces bodies splattering from being cut down with chain guns to just bits of white particles flying everywhere like a video game.

Politicians blind us...from how bad our government is actually fucking us over. Religions mask who you are actually praying to. Jobs and the pursuit of success blind us from our enslavement. Scientists and science blind us from where we actually are and what this place actually is. Education systems circumvent your critical thinking while giving you the illusion of intelligence.. While smartest minds in the world are starving people till death, dropping bombs on the innocent, and allowing corporations to get away with murdering its consumers of their products. Some of the worlds smartest minds built Fukushima, the atomic and Hydrogen bombs, and Nuclear Bombs...then decided to use them on people.

The acknowledgement of the spirit component within you, and to know what it is connected to... Each other and a Creator of All Things that is far more powerful than anything in this illusion ...is your key to hacking this program. Your spirit is..the antivirus this programmed illusionary world needs. Not to make it better, to "undo it". To dissolve it, to wipe it clean.. To rewrite it into a state of non-existence. To delete your spiritual existence from it, freeing it from the bondage and enslavement that it is being subjected to here. Where your spirit can be free to create a world of its own liking..so it can be "free" to "be ". 

Its my spirit that keeps me...from breaking my absolute foot off in somebodies ass. I have to yield to the spirit within...if i am to deny what my code of my physical is telling me what to do. Fate and destiny too..are often just evidence of "code". Karma? A by product of "code". Universal laws.....? "Code". Gravity and the physical laws of this realm? Are all "code".

Our enslavement and mind control? Are just evidence of "code". Understanding and seeing this code, can prevent you from being a victim of it. It can keep you from being used by it. Your "spirit" is the wild card component! Your "spirit" is the antivirus...in the world...of code. Acknowledge that you have it..and execute it!!!

Stop doing....the the evil...that your mind and body is programmed to do, i am choosing....with my spirit....to not let evil of another done towards me... Respond in an equal or worst manner and method of evil ...my body? Isn't trying to hear that at all!!! But.....i am....not........just my body. I will operate from my spirit...to not allow that evil of another consume me and them. They done their evil out of not knowing their spiritual component but lets their flesh rule them. For me to accept this opportunity for vengeance and wrath is to demonstrate that i too have surrendered to my flesh. That would be for me to satisfy...what my flesh wants to do, rather than what my spirit wants to do..my spirit? Prefers to "love". My flesh? Wants to war.

Greed, power, selfishness, obsession with materialism, lusts, racism, all....betrayal of another for a personal gain or reward...all are indicators of a person operating from the programs written within their bodies by the demiurge. They are not....operating from their spirituality. A filthy rich pastor or guru with followers that are poor and suffering..are just indicators of them worshipping their physical existence not...their spiritual one. For your "spirit" needs none of these things...desires none of anything thats physical....knowing if its physical its of the Demiurge.

The hardest part? Is we are convinced by way of amnesia that this physical existence...is the only existence that there is and that simply isn't true.

If remote viewing can reveal things that are yet to come, or that have happened, reveal something that isn't by any means in a direct line of sight? Then what are they looking at when they do that? Events that have happened that they didn't know about previously, predicting events in the future that do occur later...what.....are they looking at in order to do this? Chances are? "Code"

A reality that has already been written to go a certain way...like a loop...the end is the beginning and the beginning is its end. Are we just being controlled in a huge video game...where our roles are already written for us? Some people everything just goes right for them, while another people no matter what they try and do nothing goes right for them? Is that just code?

Does positivity and negativity autonomously do what they do, because it is just the nature of energy? Just "code" at its origin.

Sugar Ray Robinson backed out of a fight date once for he had a dream, a vision that he killed his opponent. A priest and a Pastor convinced him to take the fight anyway. Sugar Ray Robinson heeded to that council and went into the ring to kill his opponent Jimmy Doyle. Sugar Ray Robinson saw that in advance....what..was he looking at? Tried to avoid it but it happened anyway. 

Look at the similarities between Abraham Lincoln and John F. Kennedy? They are mind blowing...google it. Are these events and facts just evidence of code? Far too many to be a coincidence. Google the zero factor, regarding presidents assassinated with years ending in zero. Coincidence or evidence of code?

Google the strange facts around the number 23. Coincidence or evidence of code?

1% of a churches population controls the other 99%,( pastor, staff, etc. To congregation ratio) you will find this same power structure in a school classroom, any branch of the military, a prison system, the elite and the rest of the worlds population, almost any government structure. Again coincidence or code?

Waking up to your spirits existence within you...making the connection in identification that you ...are not your mind..the consciousness of "who" you are does not reside in your physical brain... You are not your brain.. Your brain is there to be controlled by this program that went into its design. This is why the ego..constantly invents reasons and causes problems to justify why you need it from the perspective of it protecting itself.

Connecting your identity to your spiritual existence is to re-connect yourself back to its original source of divinity, and to acknowledge this divinity within others. Our spirits are fractal images of a whole...the demiurge tries to imitate what The Creator of All things has done. This is why one cell of the human body does everything that the human body does.

We are co-creators with the Creator of all Things. Your energy is being wasted here in servitude of a demiurge for its using your energy to maintain its illusionary world. Your belief in it is what sustains this illusion. You think your are here on a purpose or on a mission. That too was part of the program.. Part of the lie to get you to come here. Is that what they were trying to tell us in "Total Recall"?

A good friend pointed out something she had researched. She explained to me that perhaps is this where peoples characters and personalty attributes can be lumped into categories according to zodiac signs? Again...code...you are a certain way..because of what sign you were born under? Again code.

Your blood type? Leads to certain habits, certain diets, moods, interaction in the donation of blood to other blood types. Even hereditary parameters...again is this not code?

LMB

"My View Of The Past" - LMB

My View Of The Past

People constantly tell me to forget my past..... My spirit begs to differ. 

Its like traveling down a road as it disappears behind you...once you stop and turn around? You have no indication of just how far you have come in this journey, just as you look ahead into absolute darkness with only dreams and hopes of a future. 

No, i beg to differ..my memories....the good ones...and the bad ones...are what i am made up of... They in truth are the only thing that i can ever call "mine". For i lived them, i experienced them...from my unique perspective.

 I cherish everybody that has ever made me smile and laugh, have shown me random acts of kindness and love. At the very same time? I curse the day i met and loathe every treacherous deceitful person that i have ever run across...we all are the sum of all of our experiences. 

How do you go thru your life and surgically remove the bad stuff while leaving the good stuff right beside it perfectly intact? I don't know how to do that. Why would i want to...when its that comparison that makes me appreciate the wonderful times? 

Rotten people have taught me what not to be. Great loving people have taught me who i want to be. Simple.

Who i grew up with and had as friends on Staten Island? Literally set the blueprint by which any friend i ever had was compared to. 

What i would give...to play in Mahoney Park again with all of you. 

 From playing marbles and balunkas', to AFX race cars, to putting crayon on the bottom of a cardboard sheet that we used to go down that sliding pond behind our projects.

From sticking baseball cards in the spokes of our bikes just hear that whizzing flipping sound as we rode them...to putting baby powder in socks and slugging it out swinging them at each other giving each other a "white eye" being hit with that.

From playing tackle on the concrete in Mahoney park with no protective gear at all...to feeling like i travelled to a paradise walking to Thompskinville pool. 

To the battles and fights that happened at 3:00pm in the school yards of PS31... Where we settled our differences with fists....one on one.

From drinking a Yoo-Hoo and a Blue Sky soda, to seeing the girls jump rope at incredible blinding speed and coordination.

From seeing the prettiest girl in the world, but i was too afraid to even say hello to her.

From the incredible sandwiches from Fatmans... to coming out of the paramount theater fighting like hell...after we all saw a Kung fu flick...lol.

 Mannnnn what i would give...to sit and laugh and talk to Dennis Hite (RIP )again...talk to MO (RIP) again.....talk to Corky (RIP) again... Just to sit down and hear my man Sleepy crack another joke. 

Ever notice how you could leave the house..play all day and it seemed like you never had to use the bathroom? Lol. 

Those were the days! 

Rushing home to catch Spiderman and Batman on tv? The Wild Wild West? Man ol man...

I miss all of you dearly.....

Lesley M. Blair

"Love Is As Love Does : The War Of The Spirits

Its a very peculiar thing at times when you actually stop, and take a look around. When you try to process exactly what it is that you are seeing, hearing, feeling, and experiencing in general. It even gets more interesting when you try to comprehend where we actually are, and what it is that we're actually doing..in comparison to what we "could" or "should" be doing.

There's what we see in each other as individuals, then there's what we don't see in each other as individuals. The things we try and hide from one another for whatever ever reason that we think can justify the shame of it, never understanding that the fact that if we have to hide it..that maybe our first indicator..that perhaps we shouldn't do it.

Yet never the less with far less regard, far too often people tend to do these things no matter how counter-productive or self destructive they maybe.

The analysis of others is also a counter weight in the analysis of oneself. After all it is said that if a person was to literally go mad and insane, that that person..themselves would be the very last one to know.

We constantly whether we should or not look for and see ourselves in others. We subconsciously seek to bond, unite with like minded and kindred spirits, no matter how many disasters turn out from the times our lives have entangled with an opposite of who we are. As if regardless of what ever control you may believe that you have, you find yourself entangled with these opposites of your character far more times than you have ever expected to. You have encountered these types for a reason.

Its as if something was done to us..that split us...in such a way..we all have a natural tendency to "seek" the other half of ourselves. As if we are constantly looking for that other match to our one sock that seems to have gotten away in the laundry.

Yet when we find this other matching half, far too often what it has gone thru during this division...seems it is never the same when it returns. Lost, damaged, or what you saw once in it of yourself has been driven out of it. These ventures, far too often leave a lot to be desired in the end. This is the damage done and the signature left behind by evil. People too afraid to trust and love.

Evil destroys, good builds. Evil hates, good loves. Evil is violent, love is calm, peaceful. Evil tells lies, good tells the truth. Sometimes a necessary truth may feel like its damaging, but when its destroying a hidden mountain and fortress of lies? That is the only damage that love and truth can do. So as these two things forever intwine with one another..it begins to look like  a cat chasing its own tail. The thin line being, love and truth destroying evil, without becoming as evil and destructive as evil is. 

Yet as evil does what it does, it feels justified. After all we are in a place designed and authored by a Demonic Demiurge. To do "evil" here.. Is to demonstrate its influence over your freewill. To do evil things here is to show your allegiance to your master. To do "evil" is to follow the standard operating system thats embedded into your physical being. This Demiurge wants to replicate itself...the one thing that it cannot do as an immortal spiritual being. So the best that it could do was to imitate what The Creator Of All Things has done, but here. I declare to you today that your spirit is far more stronger than your flesh. You don't have to follow the program written into your body as code that us a serif destruct mechanism. Like a kamikaze hell bent on destroying you and itself in the process. 

Being that its (the Demiurge) only thoughts are the epitome of evil..then evil doers and the evil that they do is truly self explanatory. After all humans in all of true physicality were created by this Demonic Demiurge. Evil that people do is a signature trait of those who are the minions of this Demiurge. They have been won over to doing its evil biddings.

So the spirits that are hardwired to being loving and positive...are here to further the advancement of the demonic demiurge. (According to the programming of the demiurge that went into the DNA code of the physicality of a human being.) This is another reason for the amnesia process, to try and reset all spirits, back to a state of neutrality, to condition them, re-train them to worship, fulfill, praise, serve, recruit, practice all of the traits that this demonic urge has set forth to get us to help it fulfill its goal at making us more like him.

This is what your body is naturally pre-programmed to do. Your physicality is naturally "evil".

Theres a slight catch within all of this...the wipes weren't always 100% and volunteer immortal spirits good ones... Are being sent here, have been sent here to free and undo what this Demiurge has one here. By using its own tools against it. Helping us to remember. 

So whenever you see a good person, doing great and wonderful things? Thats an immortal spiritual being that has chosen not...to represent the demiurge.

By way of example thru its actions...demonstrations of love, sacrifice, unselfishness, truth seeking and sharing, enlightening, awakening those that have long forgotten.

Not for their own self glorification, don't get thrown off of the message by the messenger.

Yes, the good have numbers and allies too. Let your light shine and cast out every shadow of darkness. Define thru your thoughts, words, and actions just what a loving Creator Of All Things is....to you.

This is harvest time...the evil are getting more wicked, the good are getting more righteous. Take all of the evil that they do to you as a sign that you are a threat to the Demiurges work...and it sees you as a threat. That is actually a compliment.

Awaken everyday..to do good, irregardless of how it is perceived or appreciated. You are a representative of the most powerful force in existence. You are "love".

You are not...your flesh...you are not your PHD, you are not your Brand new Audi, you are not that 401k plan, you are not your job. You are an immortal spiritual being and those things are the tools that you have acquired to best represent the love within you that is the Creator of all things. 

We are here to destroy, dismantle, to atone...evil. We must do so with "love. I urge you... Use your gifts, your talents, your influence, your power to acknowledge the love in another right beside you.. We are our own savior, we are the blessings that we seek. The minute we remember and identify the one source that connects us all.

"Love". Love is.. As love does. When this world wants to make you hate ...piss the demiurge off even more and be loving. When you are presented with the grapes of wrath, eat not of their poison..be "loving" instead. Yes it will be difficult, yes it will at times feel like the wrong thing i. Your moment of confusion...pause and speak the counsel of an Comrade and Allie in love. They will guide you, shelter you, feed you, clothe you, support you. To help you to remember just how beautiful you are.

Your personal victory becomes a beacon for others to see...may your loving light of love forever shine.. I see "me" in you.. Its my every wish that you can see me, my love within..as a part of you too.

Now stop reading this and get up and go love somebody! I love you all dearly!

From Hell and Back, 

Lesley M. Blair

"When Love Isn't Love" - LMB

Love has become the sound that echoes

When i sing the songs of my heart.

Welcomed with the embrace

That only 4 walls of an empty space can provide.

Love has become a flickering memory

Of all that was to come

But now yet seems like it will never be.

Love has become the silent cry

That has run out of tears.

That has run out of fears

That has run out of years.

Love has become a historical monument

Erected for those that failed to see its honor.

Love has become that deafening silence

That only loneliness can be.

Love has become the fighter

With arms to short to box with God.

Love has become the definition

Of everything that makes my life hard.

Love has become the promise of a flower

Growing on a piece of new fertile ground

In a world thats been flooded with tears.

Love has become a ray of sunshine

We seek in forecast of storms and clouds.

Love has become something

That doesn't make me feel proud.

Love has become the stress test

Of my spirits potential.

Love has become every question 

Of anything influential.

Love has become the innocent by stander

That was gunned down by a hail of lies.

Love has become that lamb left behind.

Far from the herd, and it was wolves that heard its cry.

Love has become the number one choice

Of my enemies that seek to destroy me.

They have used love to win my trust

Only to betray me. They've slain me..

All in the name of "love".

This is how it feels when love isn't love.

"Feelings" - By LMB

Feelings are one of the primary tools for discernment. When you remove a persons ability or capacity to "feel" you basically render that persons ability to navigate through being able to tell right from wrong. You hinder their motivation to seek "truth".

I say that because.. You won't do something...that feels wrong to you. Furthermore if you have no sense of right and wrong based on how you feel..the pursuit of a truth is irrelevant because you have no remorse, nor regrets about "lies".

So imagine that this assault on ones capacity to "feel".., via socially accepted deceptions, via lack of integrity accepted as normal.. Induced apathy from hopeless incidents, and by way of pharmaceuticals... We are being assaulted in the areas of discernment.

People normally use these emotions to migrate towards what feels right...and avoid what feels wrong. If that compass is broken or denied? Chaos and heartlessness follows.

LMB

"Not Human" - LMB

"Not Human"

We're not human

Were immortal spiritual beings.

Thats been trapped by lies

Like seeing is believing.

Its what you don't see

That matters, its antimatter.

That will still exist

When this illusion crumbles and shatters.

I'm flattered to discover

That the spirit within us all.

Didn't come from an

Imposter that falls

Short, and wants praise

For its absolute treachery.

Blames us for its evil

Then actually wants respect from me?

The best of me

It what powers its illusion.

Stricken with amnesia

We support it in confusion.

Your mind 

is sitting in total darkness

Interpreting electrical signals

That are sparked with.

Sensory perception organs

Who's job is to lie.

To convince of your physical

Until the day you die.

But even in that? There's a trap.

Immortals don't die..

I came to expose the lie because

Infinite intelligent energy never dies.

"Love and Time" - LMB

Love and Time

When you meet that special someone that you fall in love with that is also madly in love with you too? The smiles you make when you look into each other's eyes? Record it. 

The times you crack each other up laughing and you both laugh until your sides hurt? Record it. 

The times you make the most passionate love making that you have ever had and fall asleep with the glow of love as you peacefully lay underneath the stars and moonlight? Record it.

The times that you both make sacrifices for each other where you both come thru for each other like no one ever has, and its a reminder of just how much you care and truly love one another...? Record that moment too.

The times when you hold hands and look each other into each other's eyes and you agree to get married and promise to share the rest of your lives with one another, knowing at last....you have some one in your life that you feel complete with? Record this.

The times you witness your conception, pregnancy and birth of your children should you mutually decide that you love each other enough to bring a child into this world? Record that.

Now... Should the time come when both have seemed to lost your smiles...when it seems that happiness for some reason is extremely hard to find with each passing year...when you both are on the brink of getting a divorce...when you have uncovered that your spouse is cheating on you...pull out those tapes, videos and recordings... Review them in detail. Then ask yourselves...both of you...honestly ask... What in the hell happened to those times? How in the hell did we ever get here?

Its an empty experience to spend your life and time...with someone that you once loved dearly...only to not have not one remnant of it that could prove that it ever existed.

The worst thing that you can ever do to anybody? Is to waste their "time". Its the most precious commodity even above love...because even love...requires "time". 

LMB

"-ve to +ve" - By LMB

Extracting something positive from something negative is a true art, a skill anyone can acquire it just takes a desire to do so and a keen eye, and a decent amount of discernment.

In the nothingness of meditation, often a vast amount of knowledge and experiences come from it. As we physically try to do everything you'd be surprised what you could learn by simply not being in your body at all... but functioning in the awareness of your spiritual state.

I used to go fishing just to relax. The calm and beauty of nature and the ability to tune out everything but just to focus on "fishing ".. Taught me a lot about myself. I learned several lessons in patience, discipline and a respect for nature. So much so? I actually eventually stopped fishing. Fishing for sport no longer became necessary.

The same was true when i used to be a hunter. Studying the habits of the animals i once hunted taught me a lot about them, the environment and more importantly ..myself. Hunting for sport no longer became acceptable to me, so i stopped hunting.

For me? In doing these things out of ignorance, not knowing.. Following the tradition of my elders, but was also curious about survival in the wild was what led me into it, but.. Because i have done it...i learned and grew out of it. Yes there was the thrill and fascination of understanding firearms, marksmanship, understanding elevation, Windage, bullet trajectory, reading tracks the different types of animals would leave, the signs on the trees and branches from the deers antlers...how a squirrel always moves keeping a tree between it and you blinding you to its movements as it flees to safety.

I learned a lot about the nature of animals, and a lot about the nature of man as well.

Pulling something positive out of something negative is indeed an art. Once you understand this? Encountering negativity becomes useful. It becomes fuel...to power positivity.

For every obstacle is an opportunity for growth. Problems in truth are no more than equations. Emotions tend to cloud our rational, logical, critical thinking ability, yet they are necessary to serve in the area of discernment.

When encountering an obstacle or problem, just pause first rather than to predictably respond. Pausing gives your brain time to reason a better solution. The ability to think before you speak...to reason before you react.

Look at the negativity around you and find a way to convert it into fuel to power positivity.

LMB

 

The Halls Of Loneliness - LMB

The Halls Of Loneliness

Whenever you find yourself taking a stroll down the halls of loneliness, the first thing that you may notice is the abundance of silence painted on these walls.

In staring at these walls, they eventually turn in to reviewing screens. We start seeing and noticing historical accounts, events that led up to this present moment.

The years we have spent in the giving of ourselves to others. The love spent in marriages, raising children, the harvest and loss of our efforts. The going into being an adult with these challenges only to possibly find loneliness at the other side of it. The amazing astonishment of the amount of energy spent, time loss that can never be recovered, upon those that time.. has revealed them to be unworthy of.

These walls in the halls of loneliness eventually become mirrors. Reflecting ourselves from every conceivable angle. The more time we spend gazing into these reflections, the more we see about ourselves.

We understand that we never are responsible for the deceptions and ill intent of another, but we are responsible for our reactions to them. If we made a decision based on a deception, the blame isn't in the error of the decision but rather the blame is upon the deceiver. For we were unaware of it being a deception to begin with. While we yet were offering truth.

We ask ourselves how come we didn't see the dirty things that was done to us coming in advance? We may reason that its because we don't think like that ourselves. Somewhere they sold us upon the illusion of love, trust and dedication and just when we bought into it..because we wanted to see the best of this relationship we are now on autopilot. They leave us stuck on the lie that they gave us, while we continued to believe it, often not ever realizing it was a lie to begin with.

We then begin to realize, wow in this place... Within these halls of loneliness i have discovered "me".  As in .. I now have the opportunity to give to myself.. All of the love that i had freely given to the those who have proved themselves unworthy. I now get to be "good" to me.

We realize that this silence is the last sound we hear before the deafening sound of joy in the celebration of surviving the abusers, leeches, energy vampires, the betrayers, the evil doers that were hell bent on trying to destroy our capacity to "love".

We begin to understand that the worlds tallest skyscrapers were all built upon an empty lot.

We realize that the walls in the halls of loneliness are not prison bars, but rather what your new fortress is made of.

We are free to be.. As we were intended without validation, nor condemnation from those undeserving of that much power and influence. We are free to love ourselves even more than, we have ever loved them.

We realize we are at the Segway to greatness, free to re-invent ourselves to our own liking without distraction. Free to explore the unlimited potential of our positivity without opposing contradiction. This indeed is not a time of sadness, but one of celebration and joy of good riddance.

This new beautiful fertile ground before you, which you may find yourself standing on that is there for you to grow upon has been paid for in advance by your tears. Your heart has fought some serious battles and in truth is the only thing left standing. This is not a time of defeat.. No my beloved...this is just the calm before your victorious awakening.

Today? Go out and be good to you. Let the world see that you are a loving survivor of those that have tried to destroy you. Let your legacy be the love that you honestly gave. For it will serve as a beacon for the loving ones that will remember this about you. You gave love...while those you loved gave hatred. The love you gave to them is now completely your own for they have forfeited their inheritance to it.

Today, wear the smile of a victorious champion. For you represented ..."love".

I love you all,

LMB

"Heroes Have Emotions Too" - LMB

Aren't we all capable of all emotions? Confidence as well as doubt? Its all relative yes? Aren't we all entitled to any of our own thoughts and emotions? 

What is interesting always.. Is often we never see ourselves the way that others see us.

Often labels like "hero" are the labels given to someone else from another.

Yet as we all are several perspectives of the awesome experience that this existence is.. Seeing ourselves in others is very good feeling.

Yet the most important thing at the end of everyday is how we see ourselves.. What we think of ourselves for we will be the direct beneficiary of the rewards and consequences of our own thoughts, actions and decisions.

Its nice to be loved.. Its nice to be thought highly of..it's nice to be respected. For me the most important is to be loving..to be one that is respectable..to give others something of myself to admire.

So I encourage.. For at times I too contrary to popular belief need to be encouraged too.

I'm not the superman many would have me to be.. I am just who I am. Strengths ,flaws and all.. If that's alright with everybody? 

I love you all.

LMB

Just A Reminder - LMB

Ever seen a dog tied up with a leash that it can easily break if it ever dared to try?

The belief that it is tied down is the only thing keeping it chained.

The amnesia that we immortal spirits have been stricken with does an excellent job at making you forget that your spirit is more powerful than any device used to entrap it.

This is why our spirits are the very thing that we know the least about.

During an out of the body experience many have reported to see a "cord" that runs from their spirit back to their body.

That cord is what chains our spirit to our soul. The soul is what's trapping our spirit into our body.

What your spirit is made of.. Where your spirit comes from... What your spirit comes from and is still a part of.. Is far more greater than any thing used against it. You just don't remember.

I'm just here to remind you.... Namaste.

LMB

"The Past, Present and Future" - LMB

The Past, present and future.

The Past - to serve as a historical reference of what we did correctly, and also what we didn't do correctly. A point of reference of from which we came. A library of lessons that are added to it daily. The past can be consuming and overwhelming, blocking your awareness of the present, inhibiting your view and appreciation for a probable future. The past is indeed best used with discretion.

The Present - serves to validate the essence of "now ". It is the most tangible of the choices between past, present, and future. The present when used wisely is full of acceptance and gratitude. It too can be an inhibitor that can blind you from the lessons that the past has to offer, as well as limit your view of a potential future by getting to self absorbed into "now". As if the present is a normal state of infinity. That isn't true of a physical existence, but true of a spiritual one. The present can be deceptive and ungrateful, an ignorant of its very own origin. To busy being occupied with the essence of itself.

The Future - is the most mysterious of the choices between the past, present, and future. It has the potential to be the most intelligent of them all. For it has the advantage of the lessons of the past, combined with the situational awareness and base of the present to build upon. The best potential can be said of the future for it has not yet come. With the opportunities and lessons learned a better future can be achieved. It is the most hopeful of what is to come, the least remorseful of what has been. It in its discrimination chances are will lump the past and the present in to the very same bucket as far as it is concerned. It can be the most disrespectful of its two predecessors if it is not wise. It can also serve as the ever elusive goal as in the forever changing destination that one may not ever arrive upon. This is where the risk of the pursuit of it makes it very special for it can possess what both dreams and nightmares are made of, depending on what it has learned from the past and present.

You are not just the sum of your past. You are not just what you see yourself as presently. You are also made up of everything that is yet to come.

Hang in there, hold on. We still have much work to do.

LMB