Having Love Used Against Us - LMB

"HAVING LOVE USED AGAINST US".

How sinister is it to take something as beautiful as love....love for another...and actually use it as a weapon against us?

If you were to wake up tomorrow only to realize that you were incarcerated behind bars, without any prior knowledge of how you got there in the first place...what would your initial thought, and reaction be?

Well if you're like me at all? Your first thought would be "freedom" upon the acknowledgement of where you are. You would simply want out....demand your freedom and scream as loud as you can at anybody that you could hope to hear you.

If no one heard your cries for help, you would start thinking of ways to escape with whatever was available to you within that prison cell.

You wouldn't be initially thinking of how to enjoy your stay would you? How you could make it a much more pleasant experience by adding some floral decor now would you?

If you knew you are a being meant to be free....you would simply want out.

Well they realize you are getting lonely in that cell by yourself...so they add to your cell....a cell mate. Someone to serve time with you...someone to talk to..someone to pass time with. Someone to help ease your pending insanity.

Well let's say that you wanted out but your cell mate was completely unaware that he is actually in a prison. Why after all he's been incarcerated so long this has become a normal way of life for him. Thats not your reality though you want out.

So over the course of sharing time with this fellow inmate you begin to share stories. The best  of the best and the worst of the worst. You begin to understand each other more. In fact you begin to defend each other in altercations with other inmates.

You are each other's keeper. You sleep he is on watch, watching over you..when he sleeps you are on watch, watching over him.

You still have your visions of escape, but you are understanding how your cell mate feels and how he got like that, you don't agree with his position but you understand how and why he became the way that he is.

Somebody convinced him that this was a normal way of life and he believed it ..but you know better. In fact if there was anything that you could ever do to repay him for protecting you in the times you may have been outnumbered out of gratitude you would help him with his freedom.

Well you eventually find a way out. Its very risky...very narrow, only room for one person at a time. You plan your escape but...you cant help thinking about..leaving him behind. After all this dude has come through for you many times even risked his life for you...

You hesitate about leaving...undecided on is it easier for you to just leave him there....or for you to try and change his mindset about living like this and staying here.

You think to yourself how great it was to initially have company, but now you aren't sure about leaving him behind.

The gift has now become a burden......

You eventually realize that this was the true reason why they paired you with him in a cell. To discourage your thoughts of escape thinking with help you would find it easier, but with the mindset he has....he wants to stay here.....not cool in according to what you want to do.

I have said that to say this...

If i believe that we are totally in a prison planet and i want out...i figured out that my way out of here is going to have to take place from a spiritual perspective not a physical one....so if i were to master astral projection and do leave my body....one.....slight...problem......

If i did this while laying down, it would look like i completely died in my sleep. Now do i want to hurt those that love me and that wouldn't understand that i actually left my body by choice and decided to make a spiritual run for the gate...at all costs....well there's the dilemma. 

The love for my family and friends and their love for me. Now is it easier to get them to understand the truth about their existence and where they really are and what this place really is? Especially to those that are absolutely clueless to any of this no matter how much information i present to them? Or do i just stay......knowing that i am so much more than this place....knowing that NOTHING HERE.....is what i believe was intended for me originally.

Was this the reason we were allowed and created to reproduce biologically...? Given the physical sensation of romance and intimacy? Given family and the love of our lives...because they knew....it would make us hesitant...about leaving the ones we love and that love us behind?

It seems so beautiful and yet so sinister all at the very same time.

Is it them...our slave owners.. A demonic demiurge and its minions...using our love...for one another...against each other?

Perhaps not..based on the way..we break each other's hearts....with ease...far too often...all....in...the name of "love."